sad

So I kinda started seeing someone the last part of school. we had a great time hanging out and stuff but then she had to go to go out of the country for the summer and didn't say goodbye. she didn't message me or anything which sucked. i asked her if she wanted to keep seeing each other when we got back and when i first read it i thought she said yes, but i guess i was just too excited to see that the reply was extremely vague. so the past two weeks she hasn't responded to anything... i try to message her and she won't reply, i try to call, nothing, i try to facebook chat, all i get is a hello, then nothing more... have i lost her interest? I don't know, but it sucks. I guess I should be used to it though lol cause it's not like this is the first or even second time something like this has happened. It just stings though... i'm not really sure what to do. cause i like her, but i don't want to be giving myself false hope and waiting till the end of summer just to be disappointed again. I get down on myself too easy i guess. can't forget Romans 8:28 though. keep on the bright side. I really guess i'm just tired of being single. I really want someone I can be there for, someone i can encourage, someone to encourage me, someone to lean on my shoulder while we watch movies, someone i can open the door for, someone i can talk to, someone to hold hands with, but most importantly, someone Godly. But who knows, she may just be playing hard to get... argh!